take for granted

aku bkn ape aku nk bagi menegakkan kebenaran pada 'keluarga yg BODOH tu'

its kinda a funny thing i think
SOMEONE just mention that word, Someone who get to loves that stupid family very much compared d own blood. Just now u realize how bad they are, then u trying to get back to us... is it fair enough to us? don't u think it is too late for ya...
there is a time that need u the most but u weren't there....

again its kinda weird to see ya as part of us, coz for all this while i didn't see yaa FUNCTION as a ......

and now i wouldn't care if ya are around or not, it doesn't bother me at all.

it's all about L.O.V.E

CONGRATES!!!

to newly wed...
hopefully ur marriage will be bless from Allah S.W.T, i hope.
Welcome to our family... (bro in law)
hopefully u can adapt with our family yg biase2 yg byk sgt lackingnye

kawan senang senang nk cari, kawan nangis????

Zaman2 skrg ni ssh nk dptkan comrade yg baik, tak mcm zmn dlu2 kwn senang dan kwn susah bersama2 tapi la ni tak mcm tu...

cth yg paling dekat mak aku sendiri:

ari tu baru balik ipoh, tujuan nya nk distribute kad, mmg tak sangka kwn2 mak aku tu mmg baik2:

kwn mak 1: "taper la kak tido sini je, boleh sembang2 dh lama tak sembang" (macik ni mmg dh anggap mak aku mcm sedara deme lagak nya. dia mmg baik walhal masa tu nk pg kenduri kwn dia tp still entertain kunjungan kami.

Kwn mak 2 : "nanti dtg balik ye kak, dh lama tak jmpe...." macik ni call, sampai umh dia siap ajak mkn tghari lagi. (Alhamdullilah kenyang) bukan ape kadang2 tu nama je sdara... tapi mcm org asing, dtg umah tapi buat 'pedek' dia je... serupa tak yah dtg en???

otw balik ikut batu gajah, ingat ade accident lembab semacam aje.. tgk 2 banjir nk patah balik dh jauh, ape nak buat redah aja la labu...

nasib baik frontier lalu so ape lagi, ikot la belakang dia...

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L.O.D

aku sdh ilang diloz dan aku tanak ilang i dont drink milk, those people give extra insight about life yg aku tak penah idop dan tak pernah tahu at least dpt view life org lain yg tak mcm aku mcm sgt bermakna jugak…
coz aku rasa aku takan dpt berhidup dgn lifestyle yg mcm tu…

reason???

everybody is unique and there is a certain criteria yg tak match ngan aku even my best side kick pon….
tapi as a human being kte kene tau jgk... bak kte hlovate “know enough so we would not be ignorant”.
e2 ape yg aku rasa….
tp mmg mcm betoi la kot…

bhs krg power

sejak kehilangan pak blogger tu, aku rasa bhs aku sdh krg power semakin tak mantap iskh...iskh...iskh... mcm tu sekali penangannya...

tapi putaran hidup 360 darjah still on going. maksud kata wlpun dia lost without trace aku still can alive tapi tu la ade gak rasa mcm tak best huhu...

oleh itu, aku kene berjalan diatas kaki sendiri dlam mgeluarkan ayat2 yg power2 huhu....

makan malam... d situ.....

org ckp kalo pg mkn kat hotel2 tarap 5 star mesti sedap2... tapi frankly speaking semua tu tak semesti nye btoi, ianye bergantung pd organizer jgk. kalo organizernye itu ok maka semua pon akn jadi ok kalo tak sendiri mau ingat ler...

smlm baru mkn d situ....
tp mmg not worth bak kate org, aku pon termasuk dlm golongan org2 itu.
tempat yg mcm tu mmg tak suit for 'antisoc' like me,

but fortunately dpt kwn2 1 table yg sgt2 happening, so bleh la reducekan rasa ketakberbaloian tu...

new thing had happen, at 1st time tu quite shock jgk, i neve thought that one of my frend change her appearance on dat night... cantik mmg cannot deny it but mcm manikin awkward semacam... (dia mmg mcm bkn dia mlm tu)

it's normal i think human being is like dat...
sape yg tanak cantik en????
semua pon mahu...
aku???
no comments....

entry jiwa x tenang...

aku mahu menulis tapi my writing sgt teruk...
aku mahu berckap tapi percakapan aku sgt tak tersusun...
aku mahu meluahkan rasa ati tapi aku rasa sgt tak sesuai...
aku mahu segala-galanya ade utk aku tp aku rasa tak mungkin...

sbb ilmu aku blom pernah cukup...
sbb better tak berckp dari berckp benda yg sia-sia...
sbb aku seorg yg 'heartless'...
sbb manusia mmg mcm tu lagi2 aku...

oleh itu aku kene belajar lagi...
oleh itu aku hanya nak ckp benda yg important aja...
oleh itu aku kene tukar status 'heartless' kpd yg lebih baik lagi mungkin
oleh itu aku kene jadi 'down to earth'