T.E.S.T.O

huhu... done with the assign finally!!! need to prepare for the test this weekend haih bersengkang lagi la mata nampaknya, life as a student and u'll get no spare time coz there are a lot of thing to do. believe it or not??? naa it joking... there are a time but it is limited on what u doin that day. however, i do fb-ing and blogging hehe see told you haha...

apakah neraka?

assign due 2morrow but the thing had not finish yet, no idea at all. what i suppose to do haila... this is the worst moment i think where everything doesn't make it rite... hopefully can finish it by 2.00 coz need to attend the dinner talk (hate to drive its tiring me huhu...)

tomorrow plannin'

heyya, it goin' to be memorable day for my cousin & his family - it's his engagement day tomorrow with his lovergurl huhu... after struggling to find his true love huhu... hopefull this relationship will long lasting until the last day u stand still.. InsyaAllah...

me & family will oso follow with the trip to the acara me-risik + ber-tunang located at Sg. Petani. Hg dpt org kedah la pakcik huhu... moga-moga segala-gala selamat aja utk esok.

it's holiday...

hopefully, today will be a fine great day!!! stayin' at kg have a peace mind far away from all the hectic day... missed my jog wit yat today huhu...

twenty-six

ermm... i'm kind of vague about it. is the figure just a number or what??? "it really doesn't matter for me" oh... i wish i can said that. But the truth is hey i'm getting older doesn't it sound suck?? but who care as long as i can live with it happily, i think im ok with it, there is a self denial of that statement but who cares...

somehow, in this stage there are a lot of things that come together as a bunch of... i don't know what to called it, it's all about life, relationship, family and what so ever. sometimes, im tired of sick when people asked whether u've got bf/gf or not... is it really matter for you guys??? coz i really not into mushy mussy thing got it!!!

i know im quite judgmental about it. its maybe because i get to used with the difficulties come from this group of people which made me scared and hey its fragile inside here huhu... so i have to take precaution methods to deals with it - they can't be trusted!!! trust me

recently, i've listening music from a band boy called boys like girls - two is better than one. i do want to believe it... hopefully someday and somewhere there is somebody who destiny for me... God Willing

P/s: tapi bila destiny tercipta, not for us ... ape yg boleh kita buat?? ermm i wonder...

Great Mind Think Alike...

Terima kasih ya Tuhan. I am glad I got You, Dia tahu ape yang baik untuk kite. Aku rasa aku tahu kenapa aku di-lahirkan dengan satu orang lagi yang serupa, sebab Dia tahu aku perlukan teman yang kenal hati budi luar dan dalam juga punya pemikiran yang sama supaya kite boleh berkongsi perasaan yang sama tanpa perlu ribut2 mencari tempat meluahkan rasa. aku ade engkau dan engkau ade aku.

Just like hanazarirah dan huzaidah, mereka pon macam tu saling protect each other walaupun duduk jauh-jauh betoi tak hana?. kite tak boleh nak describe the feeling, tapi kita tahu dia sentiasa ade untuk kita.

Bila masa ko eksiden jatuh moto dulu, memang la aku tak nampak tapi bila ko citer balik, aku boleh rasa ape yang ko rasa (bila ingat balik rasa mcm nk T_T pon ade huhu...) mesti ko faham en??? Unconscious mind works that way maybe who know aite??
Tapi hisham dan helmi pulak lain ceritanya, dia orang lelaki jadi alter-EGO mereka sangat tinggi (haih lelaki ni memang macam tu ke?? EGO tak bertempat) ce tengok macam kami ni hehe... sebab aku tiba-tiba teringat hisham kata “kadang-kadang aku jeles la tengok ko ngan kakak ko tu rapat jek”. Itu sebab kami ni sangat UNITED jadi contohi-lah kami huhu... “Together we Unite” No heart feeling I hope ye enche esham huhu...

p/s: entri geli-geli untuk bulan ini

bukan jiwang tp jiwa halus

haih... aku bukan jiwang la tapi jiwa halus, mana sama tu. radar sensitivity tentang persekitaran aku melonjak naik macam merkuri kat termometer tu, kalo boleh di-ukur. aku rasa lebih kurang dalam 80 percent kot???

ermm x kesah la ape pon persepsi sekelian mahkluk2 kat muka bumi ni, yang penting aku tahu ape yang aku mahu walaupun sebenarnya ape yang aku mahu tu sebenarnya quite ambigous.

berada di dalam supersystem membuatkan aku akur bahawa aku berada dalam demensi subsystem yang agak kucar-kacir, that is why i have to be hard on myself. meskipon terpaksa living in a lie, ape yang nampak di luar itu bukan aku yang 100 percent ok!!! ini bukan macam kisah X-File tu "the truth is out there" nobody ever know the truth coz it lies underneath me even kebenarannya pon aku sendiri tak pasti... one word best describe is F.R.A.G.I.L.E